you know how in life, you dont know what'll happen the nxt moment.
like, one moment, you were at the highest point, and then, you hit rock bottom the nxt.
its like that.
you dont know what the future might bring, be it good or bad.
we all plan ahead, somehow or another.
and there're some pple whom we include in our future. these pple, are the really impt pple in our lives. we'd wish we'd have them forever, nvr losing sight of them no matter how difficult things get. its those pple you really need, not neccersarily want, but you need them...good times or bad.
(i know im blogging the "story" way, but its just an analysis of how i feel.)
those people, you love them all so much, thats why you sorta want them for life.
i know this sounds bloody selfish and all. but its true.

but then reality hits you.
somehow, you know that some of these pple will hafta leave you at some point of time. cause they'll have more impt things to attend to in their lives, cause ultimately, they do have their own lives to bother abt, not just being in yours.
but you dont know whtr they'll come back, or are the leaving for good.

if i ever cld choose, i wld choose to do anything to make them stay, to make them happy, anything.
but its life, some things just dont go your way, no matter how hard you try.
and thats why, i hate life. life sucks.

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N bro's fishin' & bikin' Co. // tail-less : ( says:
im gay
N bro's fishin' & bikin' Co. // tail-less : ( says:
i like guys
N bro's fishin' & bikin' Co. // tail-less : ( says:
now. GIMME HIS ADDRESS
amelia! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH


this is proof of fatboy's gay tendencies. reference entry for me (:

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and trees are killed at an alarming rate cause of people like her. ahahaha

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YAY! i've finally settled the screwed up blogskin.
NO MORE MARILYN MONROE! -gracia grimaces-

and yay i've finally got the archives links backkk.
i amaze myself at times. HAHAHAHA.

egoego.

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):

this week is so gonna suck like heeeeelllllll. nobody wants to entertain me.
SO POOR THING RIGHT!! ):

to fatboy (again):
amelia! says: i hope you drink shaving cream and die.

hello stranger, long time no see.

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hello, i'm in the midst of annoying fatboy.

N bro's fishin' & bikin' Co. // # says:
honestly if i wake up i'll cycle over and pee on your door step.
N bro's fishin' & bikin' Co. // # says:
smelll thy ammonia shittt.

ahahahahahahahahahah!

and stupid beefball, you're dead meat for cancelling our bbfriend date tomorrow. HAHA.

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'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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amelia loves beestings and avril lavigne!
whoohoo! and charcoal screams : YAY! AVRIL! :D

and YO, WASSUP, SEXAYYYYYE!

okay, depression sinks in.
beestings pple.

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i swear if i see another word of "ceteris paribus" or "money supply" or "central bank", i'd blow up cambridge to the smithereeeeeeeeeeens.
ditto for organic chemistry.

GRRR.

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i'm so bored i could die.

- and i refuse to study for the 4 (!!) upcoming tests.
- on the bright side, i just made rice balls ! (:

- i'm thankful for charcoal who cleans up each time i drop bits of rice around.

- ozzy is really big now.

- and dammit, prissy won the bet. now i owe her a dollar.

- i want to eat meatballs (FATBEL! saturday?)

- i think seeing that marilyn monroe at night kinda freaks me out.

OH. i think little boys have this thing against me. HAHAHAHA.

i went to town with mummy, like a few weeks back. during dinner. some fat little bespectacled boy was standing in front of the glass panel before me, making stupid faces and he even turned around and waved his fat smelly ass (b-o-o-t-y) at me! like. WHATTHEHELLLLL. i hope he grows up to be dateless and smelly.

then today. some little boy was pointing his toy gun at me, squeaking "HEY YOU! HEY YOUUU!". i pretended i didn't see him. HAHAHA. so yeah. he looked like he was talking to some imaginary friend. and so nobody stared at me.

that's eduardo escargot the french snail and his nemesis mr salt.
and that's the product of hours of non-productive lectures.

*ps/ i hope you're happy now goo. i pushed the perturbing post about roachy down.

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hello this is roachy.

he's a big fat flattened cockroach who was probably suffocated to death cos a certain brown furry individual weighing 8kg sat his furry ass down right smack on top of him. okay whatever it is, he's the flattest cockroach i've ever seen (:

okay i know i'm damn morbid. imagine me squatting down on the floor snapping pics of a dead cockroach. hahahahaha. sorry.

right. disgusting things aside,
I'M VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY HAPPY AND AM LOOKING FORWARD TO JAN 5TH 2008! (: (: (: (: (: ! YAY!

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okay yes we've finally fixed this thing. yay.

and is it me, or does marilyn monroe look kinda funny there.

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hello.}
gracia / melia
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gracia says: 'i have a star on my leg and i think it's cool (: ' 'and i'm hungry.'

HEARTHIS!}