life SUCKS la seriously. jc teachers never fail to piss me off every single week. sheesh AND there are so many other things which ANNOY ME SOOOO BAD i don't even feel like listing em down. it'd be a long long long long loooooong long long long list.

things i MUST DO when i grow up:
1) teach my kids to be anti-jc.
2) get my freelance job.
3) burn moe down
4) burn moe down
5) burn jjc
6) kill thomas tan and maybe aisha and maybe ego-chng. (or being the rich almighty lady i will be, i'll just hire a professional assassin.)

URRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.

oh. i eavesdropped just now. my aunt wanted my mum to talk to my unconscious grandma to go meet my dad. sheesh. what kind of request is that. ok i know it's for the better, but come on, "reminding" a mother to reunite with her son who passed away 6 years ago. (inverted commas cos she's kinda senile. & i think she still doesn't know what happened to him). something odd about this picture, right?

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DAAAAANGGGGGG. SCHOOL'S STARTING ON MONDAY. HOW SICKENING CAN IT GET. it's not fair. most people are having fun in their non-jc schools. no don't get me wrong. i'm not saying it's easier than jc. what i mean is that they're just plainly having fun there. MAN IT SUCKS. still got loads of hw left. any comments like "i told you so" or "so why did you waste your time" or "why did you spend so much time outside" is greatly NOT appreciated. geez i hate it. hate it hate it hate it. i should just quit school now and get married at the age of 18. SHEESH.

so it's back to school, back to hw, back to CHEM (UGHHH), back to chem SPA exams, and whatever. worse still. i don't even know what my new timetable is gonna be like. after all. my first term's timetable was awesome. i'm guessing i wouldn't be as lucky the second time round. maybe i'll end up ending school at 5 daily. except for wednesdays. sheesh that sucks. it can't get any worse.

oh and i forgot to write about this on thurs. pw groupmates and i went to sg association of the visually handicapped, SAVH. i was super super pissed at the beginning. shall not elaborate here. anyways. it was really meaningful. and it's fun talking to the people there. they're pretty jolly. hah. yeah. especially the first guy we interviewed. he's like super intellectual. it's like, 'whoa, i kowtow to you. all hail the wise him'.

oh oh. i had a really weird dream last night. scary actually. weird setting, weird people, weird topic. but i woke up from the dream laughing. ok fine it sounds funny. but really. to wake up realising you're half-smiling-half-laughing, trust me it isn't a nice feeling. i was sooo freaked out this morn. and the room was kinda eerie as well. the fact that i watched memoirs of a geisha and the scary dance scene today isn't helping.

ok. i need to fin up my hw. or i can forget about going out tomorrow. or should i not. i plan to stay up till like 5am or something (hah it'll never happen)

AHHHHHHHH. DID I MENTION SCHOOL STARTS ON MONDAY.

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hah. currently hooked on many many many songs. especially those by the scorpions and the eagles. woots. now i know why my dad loved them so much. hahahahahah. they bring back fond memories too! heard those songs even when i was just a little girl. or chilli padi. hahahah. sweet.

Check out how tiny i was. that little red thing there. hahahahahahah.

so i left those few songs on repeat mode. and just stared out of the window. for the past 30 mins. and i didn't even notice the time. i think i kinda fell asleep halfway as well. ON THE WINDOW SILL. HAHA. damn nice, really. damn good feeling. the breeze was super duper soothing hahaha. and i finally understand why coal the fat brat loves to stare outside. it's nice to watch the cars speeding on the highway. now i appreciate the PIE just in front of my house. hahahahahahahaha.

and i felt kinda stupid. cos i was smiling to myself (i realised, i keep doing that nowadays. hah ono i'm becoming kuku) while i stared outside. seriously. hah. it was like, flashbacks of the past. so fun i tell you. Now, why can't we go back in time.

and no i'm not depressed. i'm just tired. haha.

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right. the other template caused me probs with my tagboard. so this is the temp one for now. don't really like it. but yeah. haha. ok.

now's a mad rush to complete homework. so i can fully enjoy the last three days of my precious precious holiday. i have absolutely no idea how my hols passed. the only thing i remember doing was bumming around at home. sheesh. what a holiday please. BUT I DON'T FEEL GUILTY. AHAHAHAHA. so i just completed some stupid chi essay. i copied like the entire essay from a book. hahahahahah. hey not my fault. she didn't even give us a word limit or topic. haha. so there! oh and i just found out that she wants us to read this stupid chi book full of stories (??). ahahah, EAT MY DUST!

ok. now all that's left is:
1)chem
2)and chem
3)and more chem
4)and truckloads of chem
5)math
6)loadsa math
7)gp
8)geog

hurhur, sweet.
gotta start work on geog now. tars.

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HAHA this new layout is so fun.

congrats to you, reader, who managed to get here very quickly. reward yourself. and thank me for the good instructions.

for those who took a long time or had to ask around to get here, sorry. hah. well get used to it. i like this template. though it's kinda dull.

but.
THAT'S WHERE COLOURFUL POSTS COME IN.

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ohh. the previous post was kinda angsty. hah. oops. i must have been REALLY pissed with that stupid fat boy.

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today was funny, cos it was an addition to....

THE

ADVENTURES OF

FATBEL

&

FATMELIA

haha hilarious i tell you. we found pretty cheap stuff. i told fatbel,

"we've found our gem. don't need to search any longer".

oh yess. the aunties there are really nice too! generous people.

oh oh! and i was pissed with this small fat boy today. ok usually i like short fat little boys. (AND NO I'M NOT A PAEDOPHILE). yeah. anyway. i was walking towards the table in macs. then this short fat purple boy brisk walked (AND I REALLY MEAN BRISK WALKED) to the table after he saw me walking toward it. then then then as he was nearing he sped up and quickly sat down. then he pretended nothing happened but looked at the corner of his eyes to see if i was still walking toward the table. WAHHHHHHH. SNEAKY BRAT. and his stupid mother pretended nothing happened and strolled to the table. WITH HER TWO OTHER FAT KIDS.

so i was "cursing" the fatboy afterwards. don't know what he was doing, like kinda using a straw as a spoon (?) then tilting his head and pouring stuff in. not coke. as i said. don't know what he was doing. i was like, "stupid fatboy. i hope you start choking on whatever you're eating, and have a cough attack" (look, i was kind enough to not curse him to die.)

yeah. so after that we talked about ugly singaporeans. in terms of character i mean. it's UTTERLY DISGUSTING. let's all migrate to other countries. i think the only thing i like about singapore is the nightlife (i mean the shops closing late, overseas' clubs are waaaaaaaaay better fyi.), and those cultural stuff like chinatown, little india,kampong glam, arab street, yada yada. oh and all those cool cultural temples. pretty places. those are pretty hard to find overseas you know. uh huh. not bad eh.

so let's say i DO migrate. the thing i'd miss the least would be singaporeans. yuck. horrible kiasu-ism. especially inconsiderate people who bump into you, and it's obviously their fault and they go "TSK!!" instead. yeah. ok if you want me to give you a whole list, i'd gladly do so. but i'm kinda lazy now.

yup. so here's my take on these stupid people. come on. everyone's got the 'kiasu' virus in them somewhere, even if it's a little. even i have it. people push me, i push them back. simple concept. :D

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AHHHHH I LOVE MY TACKY EMO SHOW.
i've repeated that possibly a million and one times to nigel already. and i'm still doing it. hahahahahahaahahahha nice. i love it i love it i love it. it's such a fairytale really. hahah. ok.

lotsa things passed. sec 3 leadership camp. err. and other stuff. (gingko nuts anyone?)

sis and martin left just now. FOR ITALY FOR 6 WEEKS. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE GOING. WHY NOT YOU ASK? COS OF DAMN JJC. stupid thing.
ok nvm. i can go next time (yeah right. wait another 64 years, maybe) anyways. sis is taking my camera along with her. yeah. so it's no camera for 6 loooooong weeks. oh wells.

oh and cake was nice. martin was laughing at me for insisting that i remove my specs to take the pictures.

ok. this is a little something i swiped off clara's blog. looks pretty fun. hahahah. had alot of comments after reading hers. so yeah. read my comments.

[ ]my fingernails/toenails are almost alwayspainted
[ ]during the summer pretty much the onlyshoes i wear are flip flops
[x]my favorite toy as a child were barbies
(oh yes. polly pockets too! AND LEGO. HAHAHAHA)
[ ]my favorite color is purple
[ ]i did Gymnastics
[x]i love skirts
(yeah i do but actually i prefer dresses. hot dresses. sweet dresses. spunky dresses. you name it, i love it)
[ ]hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ]tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear[ ]i love chocolate
[x]i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 2

[x ]my hair is straightened
(no i didn't rebond my hair. it's so freaking straight my hairdresser exclaimed that she had fun cutting my hair)
[x]i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ]i usually go shopping once a week
(hah. i wish. but sg sucks really. b-o-r-i-n-g)
[x]i love to hang out with friends
[x]i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ]i've gone to a tanning salon
[x]ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x]i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ]i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[x]i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 7

[ ]i wear a shower cap
[ ]I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[ ]my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ]i wear mascara everyday
[ ]i've been or am on a diet
[x]bathing suits are adorable
[ ]i dont know the difference between a sheepand a goat.
[x]big sunglasses are hott
(but i can't wear them cos i'll end up looking like a housefly)
[x]i have gotten my nails done
[x]i own over 10 purses
(yeah and out of which most are borrowed from mum and sis. :D)
TOTAL: 4

[x]MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ]all i want to do at sleepovers is talk aboutboys
[ ]i love to have other girls do my hair
(noooo. it feels odd. hahah and sorry to say, they never turn out nice. cos they're too scared that they'll tug at my hair too hard. hahahahahahahhaha)
[ ]i give and receive hugs from all my friends
(receive, yes. give, not really. unless it's like special occasions or whatnots.)
[ ]i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
(they're pretty cute you know. i just hate worms. ok. but if i were forced to sit with them in a chamber for say, 200 bucks, i guess i wouldn't mind)
[ ]carnivals are so fun!!
[ ]summer is THE best season
(i like them all actually. summer is good. but I'VE BEEN SEEING IT THE PAST 16 PLUS YEARS. come on. i'd be lying if i said i'm not sick of it)
[x]im waiting for my knight in shining armor
(oh yes, nuff said.)
[x]pianists are so hot.
(YES YES. i mean provided the whole package comes tgt. but yeah. musical talent in piano is welcome. anytime. MY SON IS GONNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO. ok fine my daughter as well)
TOTAL: 3

[x]u write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours
(yeah sure works for me. depends on the guy though.)
[x]i am self-conscious.
[ ]i cry often
[ ]my car smells like vanilla
[x]my dishes get washed more then once aweek
[ ]i dont do sports
[ ]i HATE to run
[ ]i squeal when im surprised or angry
[ ]i eat dried fruit as a snack
(hardly manage to get my hands on them)
[x]i love romance novels
TOTAL: 4

[ ]Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ]i dance a lot
[x]i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ]i only have like 5 billion hair products
[x]i love to get dressed up.
[ ]every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ]i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[x] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ]price on clothes hardly matters
[ ]i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 3
(nothing to say here. it's all so general.)

[ ]i wish i were a model
(possibly. it's pretty cool to think of it. but nahh. )
[ ]i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
(WHY SLAP HER. k so she's a dumb blonde. hahah but she's cool. i like. almost my idol)
[ ]i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ]i own Uggs
(what?)
[ ]Hip Hop is the best music
(i've got no preference. so yeah,)
[ ]i pop my collar
[ ]i like to be the center of attention
(it's nice sometimes. still depends on the situation though. sometimes you'd really wish the floor would engulf you)
[ ]guys with Mohawks are hot
[x]horses are beautiful
(um yeah. but not my favourite though)
[x]i'd rather not pay attention in school
(YES. WHO'D WANNA PAY ATTENTION IN JJC. OH YUCKS YUCKY YUCKY YUCKS)
TOTAL: 2

[x]cats are adorable
(pretty adorable. but still not my favourite. cheryl would kill me for saying that cats are adorable. hahahahaha)
[ ] i can write my own music/song/lyric
(nah. it feels odd doing that. can't do it. i'd rather be a parasite and listen to other's)
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
(one day. but not my dream destination. CAIRNS AND ITALY SOUNDS GOOD.)
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
(er with a guy,sure! yeah. hah spending it with other dateless girls seem quite fun too though.)
[ ] white is better then black
(neutral. oh come on, this is so subjective)
[ ] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
(hey what if it's a black DRESS.)
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
(hate to admit it, but yes. mostly my mum (YES MY MUM'S. IN MYYYY CLOSET)and sis' though)
[ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard
(eh it's pretty cool to have a little stubble or goatie. on the right person of course.)
[x]i love to read gossip magazines
(OH YES. LA'S TABLOIDS ARE GOOOD. juicy stuff)
[x]i love to gossip
(hahah yes. oops.)
TOTAL: 6

[ ]I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ]i love Celine dion
[x]My bubble baths are 2 hr long
(if i had a bathtub, yes of course. longer is possible too!)
[x]my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
(HAHAHAHAHA YES. NUFF SAID.)
[x]my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other only.
[x]i like kids
(yeah and i planned my life with my family already, just ask darren. HAHAHA)
[ ]diet drinks are the best
[ ]im all about being vegetarian
[ ]i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[x]i check my friendster everyday.
(it's fun you know)
TOTAL: 5

[ ]i LOVE life!
(unfortunately no. hah. humans should all die.)
[x]i have a lot of jewellery!
(mine + mommie's = heaven for me!)
[ ]claires has cheap jewellery
[ ]my screen names have x's in them
(EEEW NO, AND NEVER)
[ ]either one of my friendster profile has/had<3 color="#ff0000">(yeah i like being a girl. most of the time at least)
[x]it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
(yeah. nuff said again)
[x]i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
(FOUR! hahahahahah)
[x]i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
(loads. i can't count them.)
[ ] i love tidy and clean places
(actually i kinda work better in slighty messy conditions. THE GB ROOM IS AN EXCEPTION. IT'S DISGUSTINGLY HORRIDLY DIRTY)
TOTAL: 5

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
(loads! darrlings, the gang, family, yada yada)
[ ] You have a bf/ gf/ fiancee/ husband/ wife.
(OF COURSE. VISIT ME IN 5 TO 7 YEARS' TIME. YOU'LL SEE MY HUSBAND.HAHAHAH)
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You get good grades.
(in the past yes. now? HAHA. 6/40 AND 11/33 AND 10.5/25)
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
(downstairs counted?)
[ ] You live in a house.
(hdb flat. executive apartment. HAHA sounds cool eh. but it's just full of hot air. i'm not rich)
T O T A L: : 7

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a wk.
(unfortunately no)
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something youhave.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
(in general yes. at the fat brat)
T O T A L: 10

[x] You have over 100 friends on friendster.
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look forward to go to school.
(fairfield? yes. JJC? NEVER.)
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
(no but i wish i were dead. i wish all humans were dead. hah)
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
(YEAH. HAHAH RUSH HOME AND BE AN ANTI-SOCIAL FREAK.)
[x] You shower daily.
T O T A L: 7

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[ ] You've never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
(i guess so. happy enough that i won't suicide over it. hah)
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in yourlife.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
(er. yeah? uhhhh.)
T O T A L: 6

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
(YES. ok almost. AW COME ON. HUMANS SHOULD DIE)
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
(nothing to be happy about. but it is satisfactory. i don't want people running to tell me to count my blessings)
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[ ]You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
(uh huh. charcoal the fat brat)
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have many enemies.
(ONE - CHEM TEACHER IN JJC)
[ ] You are happy you're living.
(ooh. one qn i've been waiting for. NO!)
T O T A L: 7

GRAND TOTAL: ???

add it all up and multiply by 2 : ?????

my life is ?????% perfect.

ok i don't know how to calculate the percentage thingy of how perfect my life is. the instructions don't really make sense to me. hahaha. but i think i'm quite entertained by writing those comments.

oh and one more thing. i don't need counselling yes? hahaha. but i really do think humans should die. they caused all the war. caused extinction and endangered lives of animal. (in memory of the dodo bird) hahahahah. ok and other stuff as well. yeah. think about it. you'll come to the same conclusion as me. i suppose.

ok maybe you'll be like, uh.....

oh forget it. hahahahaha. i can't even think of a rebuttal to my own statement. hahahahahah. tell me if you do think of something. see if you can make me waver in my stand. my FIRM stand.

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